Without even a blink of an eye
after 27 years together...
(2 of those years we were engaged,
25 of those years married!)
What kind of person can do this.
Walk away to a person who is
married with children of her own.....
just because he knew her in high school!!!!
We may not have any children together,
but together he and I have raised and
helped my three children from
my first marriage. And we have celebrated the
birthday of my deceased son by
sending balloons to heaven every year.
From my three children their
are 10 grandchildren. I get no explanation....
He says it is "Not my BUSINESS!!!!!"
But it IS my business, cause it
IS MY LIFE TOO, 27 years of it!
You could have told me before you told
everyone else....(Karrie, Andrew the
insurance guy, my sons, your friends,
your work place, ect.), I should
have been the first to know what your
plans were and with whom.
I especially want you to be happy Mike,
why in Gods name wouldn't I,
just not at the expense of Ryan and I.
This all could have gone done
so differently, I even asked to meet
the person who turned your
heart away from us. You told me again,
"It isn't your business!!!!" "I don't want you
to harass her, you said to me!"
And Mike I do know you were just
trying really hard to figure everything out.
To make it all work out for the best for
every one involved. I know this
yet doesn't meant it doesn't hurt, cause
I would never harass anyone....
I am not that kind of person,
never have been and never will be. My tears
will come to an end and my heart will
heal. I will continue on for my family,
Having my grandson living under
our roof for the past 10 years,
due to the fact that I have custody
of him since he was only 8 months old.
This person is the only
"Grandpa" he has ever known and loves.
Not even a word, explanation,
I am so sorry, Nothing. Just Nothing!!!!!!
WTF kind of person does THIS!!!!!
Lord forgive me my thoughts....
Thank the Lord kids are resilient...
and Ryan is going to be
alright. I believe that for our love for
the Lord runs deep within both of us.
The Lord will not forsake us.
Heavenly Father,
I'm so grateful that You love me
and are always with me.
Grant me wisdom in handling
whatever comes my way today.
Help me know Your will and
have the courage to follow it.
Let my words and actions reflect
the light of Your Son, Jesus,
to a watching world. You are my
shelter and my strong tower.
With You by my side,
I will not be shaken.
Thank You for salvation
in Christ, and for the
joy that fills my heart. May You be
glorified by my life today.
Amen.
