Happy Birthday yesterday......

Kaylee, Nana and Ryan hope you had the 

best time ever on your birthday yesterday!!!  

I can't believe how much you have grown in the 

last 10 years.  So proud of you and I know the next 

10 years will be as special as you are.  

Happy Birthday....

Happy Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday to you

Madison!

So glad that Ryan and I could make it to your birthday party yesterday, you were having so much fun with all of your little cousins.

He walked away today....

Without even a blink of an eye 
after 27 years together...

(2 of those years we were engaged, 

25 of those years married!)  

What kind of person can do this.  

Walk away to a person who is 

married with children of her own.....

just because he knew her in high school!!!! 
  

We may not have any children together, 

but together he and I have raised and 

helped my three children from 

my first marriage. And we have celebrated the 

birthday of my deceased son by 

sending balloons to heaven every year.  

From my three children their 

are 10 grandchildren.  I get no explanation....

He says it is "Not my BUSINESS!!!!!"

But it IS my business, cause it 

IS MY LIFE TOO, 27 years of it!

You could have told me before you told
everyone else....(Karrie, Andrew the 
insurance guy, my sons, your friends,
your work place, ect.),  I should
have been the first to know what your
plans were and with whom.

I especially want you to be happy Mike,
why in Gods name wouldn't I,

just not at the expense of Ryan and I.

This all could have gone done

so differently, I even asked to meet

the person who turned your 

heart away from us.  You told me again,

"It isn't your business!!!!"  "I don't want you 

to harass her, you said to me!" 

And Mike I do know you were just

trying really hard to figure everything out.

To make it all work out for the best for

every one involved.  I know this

yet doesn't meant it doesn't hurt, cause

it does, a lot!

I would never harass anyone....

I am not that kind of person, 

never have been and never will be.  My tears

will come to an end and my heart will

heal.  I will continue on for my family,

as I always have. 

Having my grandson living under 

our roof for the past 10 years, 

due to the fact that I have custody 
of him since he was only 8 months old.  
This person is the only 

"Grandpa" he has ever known and loves.  

Not even a word, explanation, 

I am so sorry, Nothing.  Just Nothing!!!!!!  

WTF kind of person does THIS!!!!! 
Lord forgive me my thoughts....
Thank the Lord kids are resilient...
and Ryan is going to be

alright.  I believe that for our love for 

the Lord runs deep within both of us.

The Lord will not forsake us.

Heavenly Father,

I'm so grateful that You love me 

and are always with me.

Grant me wisdom in handling 

whatever comes my way today.

Help me know Your will and 

have the courage to follow it.

Let my words and actions reflect 

the light of Your Son, Jesus,

to a watching world.  You are my 

shelter and my strong tower. 

With You by my side, 

I will not be shaken.

Thank You for salvation 

in Christ, and for the

joy that fills my heart.  May You be 

glorified by my life today. 

Amen.

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